bits and pieces

i've visited my throne a few couple of times and i thought of a hefty amount of things over. i'm no sage of life but i think i may have gotten a few lessons and quasi-factoids twisted and customized to suit me. here are some...

never risk giving something which isn't wanted. initiative isn't always the name of the game. expecting someone to tag you as an "acquired taste" is romantic, even heroic, at the start but when time drags on, these adjectives wear down their use. in the end it just morphs into an endurance test of the delusional.

you may actually mean what you say one moment then realize its effing stupidity a few knocks on the head later. don't be too caught in the spur of the moment. when you speak out your thoughts and feelings, you enter into an irreversible contract with the cosmos. contrary to popularly optimistic belief, not everything can be undone. sometimes wounds don't heal and the pain can only be made dull.

depression is the muse of sad text quotes. ever wondered how these sappy pathetic sms messages came about? wallow in loneliness then put hold a mobile phone in your hand.

people don't come with puppet strings attached to them. don't be a friggin' control freak. the only life that you truly hold is your own. you have no business manning other people's timons. though it may be surprising to know, people act of their own volition from time to time and you can't do anything about it. their yellow brick roads don't always lead to your direction.

the thing that punctures more than uttered words are unspoken truths. amen.