i'm finally back in business! whew! i realized that i can't live that long with my thoughts locked inside my head.

just the other night, i think i finally dreamt of my somebody. you know, the person you're supposed to friggin' spend the rest of your life with. yes, if by any wave of improbable and freaky chance, you accidentally got into perusing this blog of mine---if you are my somebody and at the moment, you are reading this, please do acknowledge your existence. i know i've waited long enough for you and maybe, just maybe, you've spent that awful amount of time looking for me too. this goes out to the cosmos. i can't seem to remember your face but i know you were there. this is crazy. no, i'm crazy.

but, seriously, have you ever had one of those dreams? the dream wherein you feel something that isn't sleazy and erotic but it is undeniably intimate? but the following morning you just wake up, not remembering the face but the feeling seems to last like an eternal hangover from chugging two bottles of vodka (not that i've ever been wasted with vodka). that sucks. but i know i'll know you when i do meet you. i just hope you'll know too.

i wanna believe that somebody out there is destined for me.