i'm so under the weather today. it's a bit sunny but i feel like i'm delirious from the imaginary frost. whenever i move, i think i'm gonna barf.

i've discovered this very wonderful song from d' sound. this one is very romantic---the kind that i've jaded myself away from. there's still hope for me. after all, i do love this song.

do i need a reason
d' sound

today when i saw you
i knew it was just like the first time
When you met my eyes i came close
and i felt like the first time
to hold back my fear
and feel you so near
i’ve never been this far before
to hold back my fear
and feel you so near
i’m scared of falling into deep this time

do i need a reason to tell you why
i’m singing you this song
do i need a reason to show you that
i know where i belong
whenever i am weary i lean on
this feeling that i have
i am so much stronger now
thankful, yes i am

today i’ll renounce them,
the doubts and the fears i’ve been nursing
i’ll fly like a moth to the flame
and i’ll feel like the first time
to hold back my fear
and let you come near
i’ve never been this far before
to hold back my fear
and let you come near
i’m ‘fraid of losing and still i go

it's all about surrendering yourself, letting it all take into place. it's something i swore off for some time now. i promised myself not to venture into that familiar selfless nook again. yet, i know i'm a stubborn kid. i'll still abandon everything all over again... that's just me.