you never do always get what you want. you can't have it all, so they say... but i'm not asking for too much. alms of happiness would do.
sometimes you have to accept the fact that some things are better meant for other things. acceptance is an easy thing compared to the feelings you have to temper and contain. i never had problems with receiving the not so better end of the deal. after a few of them, i began appreciating the downs---in my life, i had to learn this. i had to take it with little resistance, embrace its thorns. maybe this is the reason why i like movies ending with crushed hopes... i dunno.
i have always been thoughtful of other people's misery and their walks to find elusive happiness. i'm an altruist. sometimes i think that this is my curse... and sometimes, i just know.
life doesn't pamper you. you don't get the priviledge to subscribe to the utopian life you want. you need to play the cards you are dealt with.
rub it in---this ain't the first time